This week
I had no days off.
I have a raging headcold.
I have a tooth ache.
I was told by the dentist I clench my teeth to the extent that 4 molars are cracked. CRACKED.
I had the worst one capped and gained a dental bill I cannot afford.
It didn't help, my jaw still hurts like hell.
I was informed my place of employment is closing for a full week in January because my boss "needs a break". As I don't have paid holidays, that means two short weeks then a week of no work. Short notice and it really screws me financially. Have a nice break.
I am very short on sleep, I wake up because I wonder if I'm clenching my teeth, or because of my cold.
I am very short on time and I can't get away from work to shop for my family.
I am not ready for Christmas.
I found a lump. Yes, there. I can't tell anybody till I know more, but I had to say it to somebody.
So there we are. I am angry at my boss for her lack of consideration, living on coffee and ibuprofen, and fighting rising panic.
Tonight, I left work early and decorated my Mom's tree with my family. It was wonderful.
4 comments:
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you.
Thank you, I appreciate the kind thought.
I'm sorry to hear of all your burdens, especially at this time of year. Thank you for following my little blog, and I hope we shall continue to exchange comments for many Christmasses to come.
Things are never as bad as they seem in the moment. My apologies to readers, thanks for tolerating a rant.
Richard, your blog is always refreshing and interesting, I enjoy reading. And thank you right back for visiting my little corner of musing/venting.
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