1. You look funny.
2. You are interesting looking
3. You are not one of us
I'm the blue fish. People look at me, but I can't decide what it means. My sense of self is whacked. Am I attractive? Or am I odd looking? Am I different in a good and fascinating way, or an odd and puzzling way? Do I have that pissed off or pained expression on my face that I get when my mind is elsewhere, even though I'm not pissed off or pained? Is there something that interests you or something that repels you? Confuses you? Alarms you?
My people skills are good where they are good, but there are gaping holes, blind spots where I can't read others because the thoughts in my head get in the way.
I'm in such a weird place right now. I'm not well defined, and I feel as if I'm in unfamiliar surroundings. I'm kinda floating. I feel off course.I've missed my flight and I'm stranded somewhere I don't know, somewhere I don't fit. I'm having an out-of-self experience.Whacked..
